2 Jun 2015

An Open Letter to Current (BF)


Dear Boy Friend,

You say that you love me a lot.  Yes, I agree with you and I believe you but do tell me one thing "Am I really your love??"  You still weave stories of your pasts. You still do publicity of your first love which I was not. I remained silent and thought about my sweet seventeen affair which was mutually murdered by me and my sweetheart.

You feel your past and I miss my past can you tell me which sort of love is that??

I am still in the contact with my past is this the reason which bothers you a lot??  Or you know my situations very well as you are also traveler in the train in which I also travel for some reason; what not.

We started our journey together few years back, thought ingredients of love in our life we will not lack.

Every time whenever I read your diary which always has different pages for different girls made me tensed. Is this your habit of love? Or you truly love me?

Believe me something is fishy between us.  Either you are wrong or I am, or may be the moments which we seeing and facing are being bitchy a lot.

Well that's not my concern, but somewhere I started receiving a pang of pain by reading your old diary day by day.

Should I stop reading your diary? Or should I stop my detective mind.  Do help me whether to be with you or should I also relive in my past forever??

Our pasts are creating and spreading aloofness between us. Kindly help me to sort it out  as fast as we can. If we truly love then let’s bury our past and start a new day with love which we did and still do…….
………… till the eternity.  

Yours,

Current love story :P :P

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