A Last Wish

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It’s very beautiful when you fall in love.. And it’s even more beautiful when he isn’t in your life but still you love him, you miss him each day but do not expect from him to love you back.  Yet, you love him- intensely and more deeply and that is the beauty of love. You still do those things what you used to do when you were together with him but now it’s only you.

Lahar- a young girl who always had an imagination of his Sahil.. Well, who is Sahil?? Sahil was not just a name for Lahar. He was her life, her childhood love, her imagination and everything for her.

Almost a year ago Lahar met her childhood imaginary love “Sahil” they both fell in love instantly, immediately as if cupid had made some plans for them and that plan was nothing just to stay together forever like a fairy tale of a Disney world.

Lahar always had fear to fall in love because she used to think if she loves someone so deeply he might leave her and she will have to live alone for rest of her life. May be scars of past was deeply rooted into her heart and fear of commitment never allowed that girl to take a rest even for a jiffy.  

Oh god, at last that time came she fell in love; she met a guy of her Disney world. Everything was so beautiful just like a story of Cinderella. His promising eyes were sounding louder than his words. She believed that he is the only person who is not going to leave her ever. Life was as beautiful as a fairytales were.  

Sahil always used to tell her if you love me love completely, dissolve me into you. You in me, I in you. Exactly the way river dilutes her into a sea, the way Lahar meets Sahil and leaves her memories forever.

Well, they were not meant to stay together but still were together and see the farce of love Lahar is still together. She still loves him the way she used to when for the first time she had got familiar with the word of love, she still has the same wish to see him once again, she is still falling in love all over again and she will continue to love him even more with each day and time and she shall meet him yet again; that’s her last wish..... 

Love doesn’t hurt it gives you even more strength......  

Another Dead End

You met her,  

She was your crush,  

You started flirting with her, 

You fell in love with her, 

You proposed her, 

She also fell in love with you but scared of her mental illness,  

You were madly in love with her, 

She was deeply in love with you but still scared,  

She was your physical necessity but you were her emotional need,
  

Your commitments were not convincing to her, 

She wrongly misunderstood your commitments, 

You didn't try to clarify anything and left her without any conversation, 

She turned mad once again, and made few despicable mistakes, 

You came back after some days and asked her to be  with you once again,  

She couldn't forget the pain of aloofness and refused to be with you,  

She realised some of her mistakes and confessed her truth to you; asked you if still you can accept her, 

You couldn't tolerate her truth and left her again,  

She once again turned mad but this time she just wiped her tears and smiled to move on from your memories, she couldn't go away from you because you were residing in her soul... 

But unfortunately she didn't even exist in your memories,  

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Another dead end of a love story......  

Unspoken Conversation

Unspoken words are lying in my old diary,
Feelings that had hidden emotions remained silent,
Stain of aloofness is still crimson,
Memories of past being too noisy to hear the sound of present

Love doesn’t hurt, though rejection does.
Life doesn’t stop, breath does,
Emotion doesn’t die; time passes away & fades the memories of past,
Memories die when the conscience remains unheard & silent in the noisy crowd.

Some unspoken conversation dies naturally but leaves their footprints in old diaries.       

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