Just can't define something.......

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Sometimes I miss you,
Sometimes I don't care for you,
Sometimes I forget myself
Sometimes I remember you and only you.

My life's worth I understood 
When I was alone,
That hope, I didn't loose when you said
"I don't want you" on phone!! 

My life could have been something else,
our story could have swimming in the river of vales
You didn't bother and I also didn't care
We showed anger and hatred whenever we met.

Still I say I do love you a lot,
More than anyone else could have thought.

Your memories running in my mind
Your fragrance is deep inside in me so fine
I live in your memories, I relive in our past
I do love you always no matter, whether you do or not.

Being with you is not my choice 
Loving you always is what I do a lot.
You are love of my life, you are my life,
anything except above could have wrong...........

My feelings for you is just nothing only a truth of my hidden emotions. 

My Life with him-Togetherness

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After spending such a long time of 5 years with Manmeet (My best half) we at last decided to take a further move for our life and he proposed me for marriage. It was not that easy for both of us because he was Sikh and I born and brought up in Brahmin family. 15^th February 2015, he came to meet my family and also to ask about our marriage. I introduced Manmeet to my family and as expected they didn’t greet him properly or I can say that they didn’t even bother to ask him about his purpose to meet them.

I didn’t like my parents’ behavior towards Manmeet but I had no other choice. After 1 month’s aloofness, Manmeet met me and asked me to elope with him as we knew that our community wouldn’t be accepting us. I didn’t have any other choice except to accept his proposal, still I convinced him to not to elope but our love made us to do it.

He was software engineer by profession and had average salary in which we could have get middle class living standard but unfortunately to say we didn’t get any rental premises for housing purpose as the amount was extremely high which agents used to ask us as their charges and somewhere they had an inkling of our elopement; so the response was not perfect at all and somewhere we were hesitating to take help from them.  Few days ago I came to know that my parents have made a false police complaint against Manmeet that was also one of the reasons which was not allowing us to take any sort of risk.

For a month we took shelter in hotel rooms where we used to spend 1,000/- bucks every day including food and one room with minimum amenities.  It was a high time for us to take rental premises for housing purpose I told Manmeet that we should take some step now and should consult some trustworthy and perfect housing service provider. He took me seriously and assured me that we will get our home soon in coming 15 days.

After 5 days Manmeet came back from office and told me about housing.com (https://housing.com/in) which his office colleague suggested him to deal with. Yes, they are the best housing service providers. Subsequently next day we contacted housing.com and informed them about our home requirements and positively we received proper information from them and they also assured us for best service from their end. Coming 5-6 days we got the key of our dream home and at last after such a long struggle we got our housing premises without any hurdle and difficulties. Now we live happily in our home which is a true work of housing.com.