तू याद कभी कभी आता है....

जब से दूर गया है तू, तब से तनहा सा दिल मेरा तुझे ढूंढ़ता है
तू नहीं है आस पास जानता है दिल मेरा फिर भी तेरा अक्स देखना चाहता है
हज़ारो बातें करनी है तुझसे, बहोत से किस्से सुनाना दिल चाहता है मेरा
तू दूर है मेरी नज़रो से बहोत, पर तू याद कभी कभी आता है

तनहा रातों में अक्सर ये मेरा दिल सोचता है
सोने से पहले जैसे मैं तुझे याद करती हूँ क्या तुझे मेरा ख्याल आता है?
क्या तुझे आज भी कोई वैसे ही प्यार करता है जैसे एक वक्त मैं किया करती थी
तेरी यादों से बहोत दूर जा चुकी हूँ मैं, पर तू आज भी याद कभी कभी  आता है

जैसे मैं तेरे बालों को अपनी उँगलियों से सहलाती थी
तेरे गालों को अपने हथेली से यूँ ही छू लिया करती थी
तेरी बाँहों में लेटे-लेटे अपने दिल का हाल बयां कर देती थी, क्या कोई और आज तेरे साथ ये ही सब करता है?
देख प्यार नहीं करती मैं तुझसे अब, पर तू याद कभी कभी आता है

दूर जाने का फैसला तेरा था और कुछ न कहके भी इज़ाज़त तुझे मैंने इशारों में दे दी
तेरे दूर जाने वाले दिन की एक रात पहले तेरे कानों में मैंने कुछ कहा था
तूने शायद सुना नहीं था कुछ या सुनके अनसुना करने का नाटक रचाया था
हर दिन के ढलते ही खुद से रोज़ ये कहती हूँ, 'तू अब मेरा नहीं', शाम को ढलता देख तू याद कभी कभी आता है

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चलो आज ये वादा करते है

चलो आज ये वादा करते है 

तुम मुझसे कोई सवाल नहीं करोगे 

मैं तुम्हे कोई जवाब नहीं दूंगी 

आज फिर से अजनबी बनने का ये नाटक करते है 

चलो आज ये वादा  करते है 

तुम मुझे भूल जाओगे 

मैं तुम्हे कभी याद नहीं करुँगी 

आज फिर से बेदिल होने का स्वाँग करते है 

चलो आज ये वादा करते है 

तुम हो ही नहीं इस दुनिया मैं 

मैं गुम हो गयी हूँ किसी और जहाँ मैं 

आज फिर से लुका छुपी का खेल खेलते है 

चलो आज ये वादा करते है 

नहीं मुहब्बत तुम्हे मुझसे 

नहीं शिकवा मुझे कोई तुमसे 

आज फिर से एक दूसरे के वजूद पर शक करते है 

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Tomorrow has the all Answers..

We all fall into love and fall out of love, sometimes love isn't sufficient or sometimes sufficient love we did not get. 

Whatever the reasons are eventually we are humans and we all need a companionship. Some people come in our life as reasons and some as seasons. Life doesn't stop when reason ends or season goes, it goes on and on.... 

I remember when I  used to be a kid I used to discuss "TOMORROW" I used to tell my friends during last day of school that no matter what I will always stay in touch with them. Then time comes you realise that your priorities have changed, you have got new friends, new life etc. and the old ones no longer in touch with you. You accept this change gradually and people who are in your life succeed over who were in your life. This is what they call it  "MOVE ON". 

Then time comes in your life you become habitual of this breakup and patch up. Moving on becomes your daily routine and you reach to that stage of your life where it takes only few days for you to move on from someone because you become so sure that those who matter to you won't call you back. 

We all do mistakes and certainly I also have done many. We learn from our mistakes but what when committing mistake becomes your habit?? then surely you will be known as an ass hole. There is no harm to call yourself an ass hole because you are the one, because you believed after knowing the truth still you believe and you believe..... 

I have an ordinary story which teaches an ordinary lesson but this ordinary lesson is an extra ordinary chapter of someone's fictional life. 

"Once upon a time a man claimed that he loves her so much. They both were immensely into each other. He always used to say her that she can ask for anything and his heart or mind won't say "NO" to her and she used to smile and stay quite because she knew time gives the best answer. 

One fine day she asked him to give his own self to her, he said he is tied to someone else, he can not give his own self to her except that she can ask anything that she wants to have in her life.

On day one itself she knew that he won't be ever able to give her what can make her happy. For a moment she felt he may ask her to stay back in his life when he would see that she is going away from his life. She took a bold step thinking may be he would call her back last time but he took a bolder step and threw her away from his life forever"....

Do you know why he took this step? because it was the easier one. He choose a simpler and easier way because for being with her he was required to have courage and boldness. Sometimes just love is not sufficient, we may fall in love but it requires lots of courage and efforts to be with the person you claim that you love the most. Saying "I Love you" is easy but saying "I Want You and just You" requires courage.  

Lesson: don't believe what one says today wait for tomorrow. Tomorrow has the best answer and all the answers. 

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आज फिर खोली ये ब्लॉग्गिंग की दुकान मैंने

शायद दिल फिर से टुटा है, शायद कोई अपना आज फिर से छूटा है
बहुत दिनों बाद खोली ये ब्लॉग्गिंग की दुकान मैंने
शायद अनजाने ही सही, आज ये दिल फिर से टुटा है

अनजान मुहब्बत से मुहब्बत करके दिल मेरा ये फिर से रोया है
नाकाम मुहब्बत की कामयाबी का सपना आज फिर टुटा है
शायद अनजाने ही सही, आज ये दिल फिर से टुटा है

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शिकवा किस से करे, शिकायत किस से
गवाह भी वो, मुज़रिम भी वो और मुंसिफ भी वो 
चलो आज फिर सजा खुद को सुना देते है
एक बार और ही सही आज फिर हम इस कटघरे में खड़े हो जाते है

गलतियां कुछ मैंने की और कुछ उसने, शायद सफरनामा कुछ गलतियों का है
दोष किसे दे ये सवाल तो बस सबूतों का है
उसने वो देखा जो उसे सही लगा मैंने वो जो मुझे
मांझरा तो बस नज़र के धोके का है

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मेहँदी के रंग जैसी थी तुम्हारी मुहब्बत, रंग लाल तो बहुत हुआ
चार दिन हुए थे रंग को निखरे, अब तो मेहँदी के ये बचे हुए छींटे भी हाथो को बदसूरत बना रहे है
चलो आ गया वो दिन भी अब छींटों पर भी बदसूरती का इलज़ाम नहीं लगा सकते
तेरी मुहब्बत की मेहँदी अब पूरी तरह उतर चुकी है

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Love and social Media

“You hurt me always“, She complained once again.

He kept numb as always,

She had to leave him,

He had to forget her,

Yet, they talk to each other through WhatsAppp and Facebook settings-

Pretending as if they don't want to talk at all... 

Another Dead End

You met her,  

She was your crush,  

You started flirting with her, 

You fell in love with her, 

You proposed her, 

She also fell in love with you but scared of her mental illness,  

You were madly in love with her, 

She was deeply in love with you but still scared,  

She was your physical necessity but you were her emotional need,
  

Your commitments were not convincing to her, 

She wrongly misunderstood your commitments, 

You didn't try to clarify anything and left her without any conversation, 

She turned mad once again, and made few despicable mistakes, 

You came back after some days and asked her to be  with you once again,  

She couldn't forget the pain of aloofness and refused to be with you,  

She realised some of her mistakes and confessed her truth to you; asked you if still you can accept her, 

You couldn't tolerate her truth and left her again,  

She once again turned mad but this time she just wiped her tears and smiled to move on from your memories, she couldn't go away from you because you were residing in her soul... 

But unfortunately she didn't even exist in your memories,  

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Another dead end of a love story......  

It still impacts me.....

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One thing always hurts me and compels me to think about the reasons why god has created this world for us? What hurts more?? Love? Or its rejection or cold behaviour of your loved ones??

Life has always been cruel  to Vrinda and sometimes the most innocent child but in all these life's emotional trauma if something really impacted her mind then I would say its “Emotions” which impacted and created a substantial effect on her soul forever.

We make thousands of promises for future events which do not even exist while making such promises; but when gradually that time comes we realise how stupid we were!! We made several promises but life wanted something else from us.

This below mentioned emotional poem is a silent part of some untold emotions of a matured Vrinda who realised the main cause of her mental trauma but decided to be nice with the cruel life. This is how life goes on and keeps on moving with the flow.

 

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Was it really true?

I was standing near the crowded Mumbai beach,

My painful voice of heart was screaming shouting to call you back but to your egoistic heart it couldn't reach,

I stabbed inside my heart to take out my feelings for you,

My dreams were lying on the dying dew.

Were you really in love with me or were love lying only in me??

Emotional trauma of my heart why only you couldn't see??

Was it a love story of “I" and "you” or were there of us together "we"??

Were you actually working for us or just trying to be busy bee.

Thought of murder of our love story gives me a tremendous pain

I managed to walk miles to meet you in heavy rain.

You called my efforts and love as only a stain

Now I have shifted you from my heart to brain.

Was this so called feelings just a temporary love flue?

Or you actually had intention to stick with me like glue??

We plan so much for our future which does not even exist when we are together.

What is bad about Mumbai??

Actually it’s a great city to live if you want to stay in India. But the worst part of it is that your tears will get melt in heavy rain and your painful voice will remain unheard due to crowded voice of its population.

Love happens, gives immense happiness to everyone but it comes with the cost which is really expensive and for the whole life you will keep on compensating with your tears.

Love doesn’t hurt but if it happens to wrong person then it gives durable dark spots on your heart.  

What remains in your hand  after loving someone truly and relentlessly??

“ Just a thought of love and to be loved by someone special whom you had loved once and forever”

Yes, your memories and love still impacts me!!!